I wanted back into my birth body as soon as I found out about it - it had to be better than the one I'd grown up in - but once I was in my rightful body I seemed to only have more numerous stresses. (None of the issues from before magically disappeared and I had the trouble and anxieties of acclimating to my new body on top of them.)
That's why I've blown off work and ridden to my favorite hiking trail. Hiking and motorcycling always seemed to calm and center me when I was male. I'm hoping I can find similar peace in this familiar ritual.
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